Dizzy..... Sunday

I feel myself such a person that dun understand the word satisfation. I oredy have everthings as love, career & stable financial. Why i still mylife so lonely&boring. Is there bcoz i dun know how to enjoy it or my hope is too high until i dun know the way to achieve it.

Now i do seldom spend my time wif my dearest frens. They might always think i busy dating and no extra time for them. But actually is not, i do hope to spend my time wif you all. In my mind do thinking that frens is more important for me in tis moment.

I often do thinking that him stil not much understanding my personality and sometimes i feel that he try not to understand me and try to avoid it. I can say that i do often argue with him until i do think wan do break. Evertime i argue with him i do think is that as a lover shd always be like tis???? this question i always asking myself.

But there do have fews moments that we have a sweets times together until dun wan break and wan with forever. But i can said that tis moment is cant stop very long. After awake we will find out that sweets moment always is the cruel one. Bcoz of sweets moment it makes us dun wan awake and keep on drowing more deep inside then at last will bcome the cruel and maybe wil spoil ur whole life as well.


Haiz....such a difficuilt decision for me how do decide. I do lazy and try do enjoy it and dun wan think bout it. My fren always telling me that enjoy it since you have it now. Try not do think it so much coz there is nothing is prefect. All is just a dreams just enjoying it and take it as a presious memory.